this coming Eid.

 I miss u.

I miss u.

truly,deeply,damn much.

i don't know how the first Eid will be without u.

we will give u a visit.

i will recite u Yassin.

u know what ?

i miss u.

everyday.

every single minute.

every single second.

all i can is this, Al-Fatihah.

grandma, i miss u.

seriously.

Allah, please take care of her.

because i'm pretending now that i can live a happy life without her by my side.

lend me her strength while she was with us.

Allah, 

let her rest in peace there,

let her be among those who believe in You.

Nenek, i will keep my promise.

things that i regret the most is

i doesn't get any chance to say this:

I LOVE YOU.